Couldn't sleep, good company via texting/calling friends at ungodly hours.
Busy Sunday, like usual.
Work was stressful, like usual... yet despite my lack of sleep I made decent time and was awake.
Went out to dinner tonight, not usual, but has been for the past month or so?
Get in the car after dinner, Addison says there's bad news.
I say someone died.
He said yes, Luna.
...One of Catarina's kittens was in a neighbors truck this morning, in the engine.
Which, he started, [around 9:30am, I was already at work] and stopped when he heard the kitten's screams.
He knocked on our door, Addison answered.
The neighbor asked Addison to identify the kitty.
Her neck was broken, she was limp, the back of her skull bloody.
It was Luna.
She was gone.
Addison buried her out in the hole, with her unborn siblings.
Luna was born around 7am June 5th.
Today is October 12th.
She lived a short life.
I just sat in the car for a while.
Finally went in, routine, let Fox out back, went to play with the kitties.
It's weird to see Mama Catarina, Mouse, the orange boys, and Garren [male name but a girl, now the only.] without Luna.
Fox still played.
Kittens still wanted pets, and lounged about.
The world still goes on.
It's simply depressing.
In a way... I'm relieved.
Luna wasn't fully black, she had some beautiful tuffs in her fur.
She was the absolute softest of all her siblings.
She was the cuddle bug of all of them.
..Just two days ago, she was chasing her own tail in the circle where her siblings are...now..shes joined them.. its just... upsetting.
Anyway, a bit okay with it, as with Halloween coming up I would have worried for her safety.
She's resting now, I won't have to.
I'm downhearted to have only this as our current Halloween decor by the front door though:
Halloween Cat Skeleton Decor
Six, but one ...was eaten I don't know what took place.
I have a bruise bone, the finger isn't broken, but it will take 9 months for my nail to grow and it might not be normal due to the trauma....please forgive my absence.
Injured in October, and from there was told 4 months to heal.
Saw my doctor on Tuesday, now told 9 months.
One millimeter of growth about every 10 days.
I was clipping the nail weekly, it is getting to the point that is too painful with the nail and scab under it meeting now.
So, yeah, I owed art in FEBRUARY.
All the regret.