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Incase you didn't know, yes, I've been suicidal.
When things get me down, I stay down so I'm not brought up to be knocked down all over again and feel lower than before.

I have an appointment with my specialist on May 6th. To see about my hormone levels, and thyroid.
And my regular doctor wants to check on my hand, as my middle finger was almost broken in October, and the nail was off, since regrown and deformed my finger tip.

Having a mid-life crisis with May 3rd being my twin and my 29th birthday.
Family dosen't live past 50's usually, and I'm pushing 30, was living in the mindset of a 30 year old at 15, now near it, am not like a 60 year old but certainly feels like it minus the Social Security.

Which, I need to see about visual impairment stuff...

So, due to the storms and power outages, our refrigerator and freezer is completely dead due to the compressor going out.
Fridge is about a year & 1/2 old, warranty was for a year.
ALL my effort to store food, like bulk meats, bulk cheese, bulk frozen fruits/veggies is all gone.
My lunches for work, gone.
Everything is spoiled. I'm suffering for planning ahead, I used some of my last extra income/savings of $300 last month to stock up on food that is now gone.


I cannot afford to replace the food, replace the fridge, and keep up survival.
I haven't eaten since my packed lunch [ I made my weekend lunches on Friday, worked Fri, Sat, Sun.] 
They had been in the fridge, waiting per day.
Had my last meal Sunday around 1, it's Monday 11am.


I've spent my paycheck on art supplies last month to invest to re-sell for funds, and now am in such emotionally distraught state I haven't worked on the art.

Just having a rough time right now, and stress is literally eating my organs, making work and focus difficult.
I've lashed out at work, it has been unpleasant its an unbearable suffering I have to force a smile and move on.

Please, someone, read this.
Pass this on.
Assist, donate, tell others, please we need the help.

Ebay Listings:
www.ebay.com/usr/addison77478?…

If you'd like to donate directly, our Pay Pal account is: a.r.meece@gmail.com
www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?…

My husband was laid off, we already had a hard time making ends meet before.
I've done what I could to save energy in our home & cut some costs.

I cannot make up the slack/difference I just can't.
I need to make an additional $1,400 AT LEAST per month, and I cannot on my own.

Any form of contribution is greatly appreciated!
:star: By purchasing items to assist in funding.
:star: Donating directly via PayPal.
:star: Or, simply sharing this with others to get the word out.
:heart: ~ Thank you!
Life's been up and down lately.

One of the 1st litter of kittens, just had her 1st litter of 4 kittens.
More mouths to feed.

Ebay Listings:
www.ebay.com/usr/addison77478?…

Addison has been seeking work, might get a job with Best Buy.
If it works out, we will be $600 short a month due to his pay drop since the lay off.

Lack of paying roommates is minus $800 a month.

So, car payments, [we share with Jason the affects both credit].
House [me & Addison]
Bills etc.

If you'd like to donate directly, our Pay Pal account is: a.r.meece@gmail.com
www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?…

My husband was laid off, we already had a hard time making ends meet before.
I've done what I could to save energy in our home & cut some costs.

I cannot make up the slack/difference I just can't.

Any form of contribution is greatly appreciated!
:star: By purchasing items to assist in funding.
:star: Donating directly via PayPal.
:star: Or, simply sharing this with others to get the word out.
:heart: ~ Thank you!
Cameron moved out in February.
Jason the roommate since the apartment has been voluntarily unemployed for two months.
Got a new roommate, Frankie, in March.

After three, going on four years of visiting a doctor, specialist/endocronologist NOW they think I have Hypothyroidism, we'll see.

My Great Uncle passed away.
His wake was today, he was cremated.
He was 72.. or 74?
Oldest on my dad's side of the family, now, making my dad the elder of the family.
Our life expectancy is in our 40's roughly, anything beyond that's a bonus.

Dad had no sons to pass a legacy of his last name, so, our genealogy is dying.
My twin has a son, but is married, her husband's last name is living on & they are having a 2nd child.

My husband was laid off on Friday.
"Nothing personal, its due to financial reasons"
We do not have children, but have a Chihuahua named Fox, and have fostered a cat who keeps having litters.
just celebrated our 9th wedding anniversary, and Addison's birthday is April 3rd.
My birthday is May 3rd.

.....my hand is getting better, the nail is still thin, I've tried to get back into practice in art.
If we still have an internet connection in the next few months, I hope to work on some art soon I've owed over the past year.

Please help?

My husband was making between $12 then $15 an hour, I make $8 and get less after taxes, insurance etc.
I covered the cost of food, gas, and other things.
My husband paid for bills, credit debt, our mortgage, the car etc.
Now.... I... don't know what will happen.

Frankie and I are the only ones with income for the time being, life is uncertain.


Link to our ebay Listings:

www.ebay.com/usr/addison77478?…

If you'd like to donate directly, our Pay Pal account is: a.r.meece@gmail.com
www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?…
^Link states "Nightmare Nights" please ignore that.

I cannot even access my e-mail at this time, so just a mess.
My husband was laid off, we already had a hard time making ends meet before.
I've done what I could to energey-effiant help our home & cut some costs, I cannot make up the slack/difference I just can't.

Any form of contribution is greatly appreciated!
:star: By purchasing items to assist in funding.
:star: Donating directly via PayPal.
:star: Or, simply sharing this with others to get the word out.
:heart: ~ Thank you!
www.missmissie.com/ is using a recolored version of my "MM" signature.
All they did was recolor it to red.

static1.squarespace.com/static…

my FIRST design was overlapped.

It's the exact font and similar in size.

Could be a coincidence, still.
Six, but one ...was eaten I don't know what took place.

I have a bruise bone, the finger isn't broken, but it will take 9 months for my nail to grow and it might not be normal due to the trauma....please forgive my absence.

Injured in October, and from there was told 4 months to heal.
Saw my doctor on Tuesday, now told 9 months.

One millimeter of growth about every 10 days.

I was clipping the nail weekly, it is getting to the point that is too painful with the nail and scab under it meeting now.

So, yeah, I owed art in FEBRUARY.
All the regret.

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Missy
United States
I'm the 2nd born [by 3 minutes] of identical twins.

Married since March 18th 2006.

Current Residence: The Lone Star State
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Incase you didn't know, yes, I've been suicidal.
When things get me down, I stay down so I'm not brought up to be knocked down all over again and feel lower than before.

I have an appointment with my specialist on May 6th. To see about my hormone levels, and thyroid.
And my regular doctor wants to check on my hand, as my middle finger was almost broken in October, and the nail was off, since regrown and deformed my finger tip.

Having a mid-life crisis with May 3rd being my twin and my 29th birthday.
Family dosen't live past 50's usually, and I'm pushing 30, was living in the mindset of a 30 year old at 15, now near it, am not like a 60 year old but certainly feels like it minus the Social Security.

Which, I need to see about visual impairment stuff...

So, due to the storms and power outages, our refrigerator and freezer is completely dead due to the compressor going out.
Fridge is about a year & 1/2 old, warranty was for a year.
ALL my effort to store food, like bulk meats, bulk cheese, bulk frozen fruits/veggies is all gone.
My lunches for work, gone.
Everything is spoiled. I'm suffering for planning ahead, I used some of my last extra income/savings of $300 last month to stock up on food that is now gone.


I cannot afford to replace the food, replace the fridge, and keep up survival.
I haven't eaten since my packed lunch [ I made my weekend lunches on Friday, worked Fri, Sat, Sun.] 
They had been in the fridge, waiting per day.
Had my last meal Sunday around 1, it's Monday 11am.


I've spent my paycheck on art supplies last month to invest to re-sell for funds, and now am in such emotionally distraught state I haven't worked on the art.

Just having a rough time right now, and stress is literally eating my organs, making work and focus difficult.
I've lashed out at work, it has been unpleasant its an unbearable suffering I have to force a smile and move on.

Please, someone, read this.
Pass this on.
Assist, donate, tell others, please we need the help.

Ebay Listings:
www.ebay.com/usr/addison77478?…

If you'd like to donate directly, our Pay Pal account is: a.r.meece@gmail.com
www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?…

My husband was laid off, we already had a hard time making ends meet before.
I've done what I could to save energy in our home & cut some costs.

I cannot make up the slack/difference I just can't.
I need to make an additional $1,400 AT LEAST per month, and I cannot on my own.

Any form of contribution is greatly appreciated!
:star: By purchasing items to assist in funding.
:star: Donating directly via PayPal.
:star: Or, simply sharing this with others to get the word out.
:heart: ~ Thank you!

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missnokitty Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014
thanks for the favs and the llama!!!
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Lilianbelieve Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the Llama!! :la:
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Thank you for the Llama. ^^
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Llama! :D
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Missysartbook Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014
Haven't been drawing...owe a couple of works for people on Gaia.
One since February!

I'll get there.
Catarina unexpectedly had kittens in the first week of June, looking for homes for 5 kittens hope they all get a home in August.

Work, life, and just resting ....and looking up/buying G1 MLPs lately.
Still, sorry for being so late with the art.

I do plan to get it done, hopefully, before I go on a trip [again, hopefully] come October.
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unimbalance Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2014
Thank you for the fave! :)
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RubioWolf Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the llama! chasing llama Hooray Llama Badges llama chase chasing llama again Llama Love Llama jump Thanks For The Llama Emote 
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SabreSine Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the watch. See you at BABScon  :)
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