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Only been obsessing over, saving up for, and hoarding things to get signed since November 2013. . .
Requested the time off work.
Family let me know last month our 1st family reunion is Easter Weekend . . . I'll be out of town.
Been planning on going since I went to Nightmare Nights.
Work gave me guff about not informing them sooner...when..I put in the request last year...
....my last doctors appointment, was stressful.
Important parts:
*I still have to take the 1/2 dose of a med for prolactin.
It HAS been lowered, rather than every 2 week I'll take it every 3 weeks now.
I MUST be asleep at least within 1/2 an hour of taking it, or I'll throw up.
...can't risk it since I seldomly take it, and need it.
..cannot cold turkey quit taking it all together.
Since, it's the one that erodes heart valves, keeps me from lactating.
The "IF" tumor exists scare still bothers me.
Another MRI is still suggested, I am not willing to do that again.
As for heart rate, blood pressure, hormone levels etc. I'm healthy.
...then..my weight..I'm 180 now and hate myself.
Granted, it is medical due to all the med changes with visits 4/6 months.
Stress....that destroys/deteriorates my organs...etc...
..I'm trying really hard to sleep.
I've been up the past..three going on 4 days.
Is it excitement? Worry? Concerns?
Freakin' Blood Red Moon followed by Full Moon?
...up doing housework, every little thing feels like I'm accomplishing nothing at all.
Tore my hands up pulling weeds out of the yard.
Tearing, cutting, bruising the skin at work, breaking nails... I'm a laborer for a grocery store for slightly over minimum wage.
It's a degrading, stressful, job.
I'm hard working, but I cannot give 110% every single day.
It isn't humanly possible just expected.
If you give 80% on a bad day it's like your scum for even existing.
Been depressed over it, but at least I have a job, just found this certain location unfriendly.
...Working in just a few hours...then hope to get some rest...
Leave for the plane by 4am! TWO FLIGHTS! Exciting, hope I don't freak out.
...yeah..going to be rough...hopefully worth it!
We're barely making it but attending!
Our friend & roommate
Cameron's birthday runs during BABSCon {Bay Area Brony Spectacular} on March 18th.
Requested the time off work.
Family let me know last month our 1st family reunion is Easter Weekend . . . I'll be out of town.
Been planning on going since I went to Nightmare Nights.
Work gave me guff about not informing them sooner...when..I put in the request last year...
....my last doctors appointment, was stressful.
Important parts:
*I still have to take the 1/2 dose of a med for prolactin.
It HAS been lowered, rather than every 2 week I'll take it every 3 weeks now.
I MUST be asleep at least within 1/2 an hour of taking it, or I'll throw up.
...can't risk it since I seldomly take it, and need it.
..cannot cold turkey quit taking it all together.
Since, it's the one that erodes heart valves, keeps me from lactating.
The "IF" tumor exists scare still bothers me.
Another MRI is still suggested, I am not willing to do that again.
As for heart rate, blood pressure, hormone levels etc. I'm healthy.
...then..my weight..I'm 180 now and hate myself.
Granted, it is medical due to all the med changes with visits 4/6 months.
Stress....that destroys/deteriorates my organs...etc...
..I'm trying really hard to sleep.
I've been up the past..three going on 4 days.
Is it excitement? Worry? Concerns?
Freakin' Blood Red Moon followed by Full Moon?
...up doing housework, every little thing feels like I'm accomplishing nothing at all.
Tore my hands up pulling weeds out of the yard.
Tearing, cutting, bruising the skin at work, breaking nails... I'm a laborer for a grocery store for slightly over minimum wage.
It's a degrading, stressful, job.
I'm hard working, but I cannot give 110% every single day.
It isn't humanly possible just expected.
If you give 80% on a bad day it's like your scum for even existing.
Been depressed over it, but at least I have a job, just found this certain location unfriendly.
...Working in just a few hours...then hope to get some rest...
Leave for the plane by 4am! TWO FLIGHTS! Exciting, hope I don't freak out.
...yeah..going to be rough...hopefully worth it!
We're barely making it but attending!
Our friend & roommate
Cameron's birthday runs during BABSCon {Bay Area Brony Spectacular} on March 18th.
30 something
As of 3:04 this morning Tiffany turned 31!
3:07am I turned 31.
We are 30-somethings now.
Life Update hope things are nice for 2017
Well, it's October 2016.
Still have the house, it WAS listed on the market while living here.
Lots of issues, so much there, for now, we have our home. Paying more than we'd like, but it will hopefully, be alright.
Have 2 out of 3 roommates at this time.
I completely stopped artwork in May due to depression.
My regular doctor opened their own practice and charges $75 per 15 minutes! So, have not been back.
Back at it before the holiday work kicks in.
Tried for Social Security, work too many hours I'll re-apply.
Finally have air conditioning after a YEAR of it being out.
My health, we'll see.
Recent visit went well, over all my vital
We may lose our home, car, I might lose my life.
Incase you didn't know, yes, I've been suicidal.
When things get me down, I stay down so I'm not brought up to be knocked down all over again and feel lower than before.
I have an appointment with my specialist on May 6th. To see about my hormone levels, and thyroid.
And my regular doctor wants to check on my hand, as my middle finger was almost broken in October, and the nail was off, since regrown and deformed my finger tip.
Having a mid-life crisis with May 3rd being my twin and my 29th birthday.
Family dosen't live past 50's usually, and I'm pushing 30, was living in the mindset of a 30 year old at 15, now near it, am not like a 60 y
More kittens, Tornado warning, Hail, and Flood.
Life's been up and down lately.
One of the 1st litter of kittens, just had her 1st litter of 4 kittens.
More mouths to feed.
Ebay Listings:
http://www.ebay.com/usr/addison77478?_trksid=p2047675.l2559
Addison has been seeking work, might get a job with Best Buy.
If it works out, we will be $600 short a month due to his pay drop since the lay off.
Lack of paying roommates is minus $800 a month.
So, car payments, [we share with Jason the affects both credit].
House [me & Addison]
Bills etc.
If you'd like to donate directly, our Pay Pal account is: a.r.meece@gmail.com
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TMI... but con-grads I think?